Quick Update

It has been too long people....my apologies.  Today was my third treatment. Blah.  I was unwittingly under the impression that I was having my 3rd of 6th treatment. Not so much. I learned today this is going to go on until January 14th. Are you kidding me? I kinda freaked out. That just seems like such a long time, and such a large amount of toxins being dumped into my body. What can you do? 

The last couple months have been...not hard but just...different for me. Being in my early 20s, obviously I haven't been physically inhibited....ever. And it's very frustrating to me that there are limits to what I can do. There is no jumping up and just going somewhere. If I even feel like it...I gotta take aaaaaaaaall this nausea and headache medicine with me & I hate it. I hate not being in control. I hate not being my age. My grandad just recently turned 80 and the fact that he can't do all the things he's always done really just...infuriates him.  And I didn't get that until recently. Not that I just turned 80, but in the last couple months, I've had to admit that I can't do certain things. I stay up past midnight and I have to recover for like a week. Ugh. 

So I'm disappointed to say the least that this is lasting even longer than I initially thought.  It could be a lot worse. I hate to be a baby. BUT IM READY FOR THIS TO BE OOOOOVER!

Much Love & Peace